So much for that …

That’s just my luck.  Honestly ..

I’ve been busting my butt all month trying to create enough variety of things and set up posts on here for the design team call I wrote about at the beginning of the month.  When I looked at the original post, I swear I thought it said the applications were due by February 28th.  So I kept working on stuff up until today.  And then after work, I rushed home to put my application in because I didn’t want to forget it on Wednesday …

Well, I’m apparently an idiot who can’t read.  All of that work and the time I spent making sure my application was right .. and it’s all for nothing.  The applications were due on the 23rd, not the 28th .. so I missed the deadline entirely.

I’ve been sitting here crying for the last twenty minutes because this was something I was trying really hard to get a chance to do.  I know my stuff isn’t all that great but I love doing it and I want to get better at it.  But a deadline is a deadline and I screwed up.

I want to thank everybody who looked at my posts over the last few weeks.  I know it’s not what I usually write on here.  And, well, maybe there’s a reason for that.  Ugh.

Depression is a bitch, by the way.  I feel like a complete moron right now and I’m gonna spend the rest of the night beating myself up over a mistake.  It just meant so much to me and I didn’t even really get a chance cause of it.

Okay .. enough whining.  Guess there’s always next time.  I’ll just have to read things more carefully and try to keep my head up.

 

 

ugh!

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